What will you be after five years?

These days I was extremely busy. I work until very late everyday. Even I took a leave or being asked to leave earlier, the next day my manager suddenly told me I have to prepare a report urgently. Given the limited resources and no delayed deadline, there is nothing changed but a rush to get the damn job done. Everyone told me that I am not worth to work like that. I know but it seemed that it is not easy for me to quit this kind of life right now.

Life is so boring if only work and work.

Sometimes I will ask what I am doing. Sometimes I feel upset when they urge for the report. Sometimes I can’t tolerate and will cry in the toilet….but I can stand up again when coming out.

My manager asked me a question when dinner. What do you think you will be after five years? What do you want to be? I told her I have not thought about that. Five years are too far away from me. In the past I did have my dream and my goal. But after working for several years, my dream and goal were disappeared. I could not imagine what I would be. I told her I wanted to change field and if possible, I would rather travel around the world.

And you? If you are lucky enough to have your goal, try your best to achieve and I believe if you you think you can, you can.