Saturday, April 29, 2006

Because of you

I think of this song again today. I remember when I first heard this song, I thought ‘you’ is ex-lovers….but not in fact…
So I like it much more….


BECAUSE OF YOU ~ KELLY CLARKSON
I will not make the same mistakes that
you did
I will not let myselfCause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard
I've learned the hard wayTo never let it get that far
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around
me
Because of youI am afraid
I lose my wayAnd it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cryBecause I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fakeA smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly breakWhen it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around
me
Because of youI am afraid
I watched you dieI heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so youngYou should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone elseYou just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the nightFor the same damn thing
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraidBecause of youBecause of you



The little girl learnt to be strong, tough and independent…not trust in any relationship to avoid getting hurt…..train up herself so that she would not need to rely on man…..

A wall was built in her heart…..that ruin many relationships….

Twenty something years later, one day, she cried in front of her mother, she found that she was very wrong. To avoid repeating the life of last generation, it is so unfair to her, her life, the persons appear in her life.....the unfortunate and sorrow of last generation should not bring to next generation…they should be independent events…it is so unfair….she is so stupid

http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/k/kelly_clarkson/because_of_you.html

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Farewell Dinner - 加太賀

今晚去了加太賀, Farewell同事Nic....

感觸良多.....

我想起入公司的初期, 與峰、Teresa和他常常吃中午飯, 聽他訴苦的日子.....
後來越來越多新同事、我們吃飯的人數由四人變到現在可以有十人..反而他沒有和我們一起吃飯了..

這麼快便接近一年.....本來說過去他新居, 最後還是沒去呢!

這個星期短短三天, 公司總共來了五個新同事, 其實我己有點麻木了, 老實說他們的樣子與名字也未必記得住, 也提不起勁去了解他們, 真是有點悲哀....

希望這種日子快點過去!

P.S. 己很久沒去加太賀, 以前去的時代好像是大學時代....現在真的大不如前了.......

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

金鳳大餐廳


今個星期雖然依然忙碌, 但我還是不顧而去, 因為一個月裡面, 只有這幾晚可以早走.....
今晚去了金鳳大餐廳, 地點是旺角荔枝角道, 門口已經站了很多人等候了...
我從未來過這裡, 原來是一間很懷舊的餐廳, 有幾個阿叔侍應, 又要叫人埋位, 又要落單, 真是忙得很....
當扒來到要淋汁時, '咋' 的一聲,我才發覺自己很久未吃過扒了.....
牛扒非常大塊和'淋'....估不到豬扒都是.....以五十幾元的價錢, 是蠻不錯了...

P.S. Thanks Fans for introducing this restaurant.

Friday, April 21, 2006

善意的大話

有一種大話,叫善意的大話...

我常常在想,這樣的大話,我是否能接受...

相信很多人講過,無論是對家人愛人也好...我自己也說過吧! 為免對方多疑,為免不必要的麻煩...可能沒說出真話,又或者是隠暪了...

只是..當知道真相後,還是覺得心裡一絲酸溜溜...

「你不相信我嗎?」
可是如果是心愛的人說的大話,即使明知是多假的謊言,我還是選擇相信.....

無論是善意也好、故意也好...如果要欺騙我的話..那最好永遠不要讓我知道真相...

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Alive - 四大天王


今日去睇咗Alive套戲, 睇之前好都唔係好清楚係點, 淨係知道應該幾好笑同幾低能....


有些人話佢地為咗呢套戲先組隊咁嘅組合.....我半信半疑....如果真係,呢條橋都幾特別...

睇完之後, 有d位真係幾好笑.....我都唔係分得出邊d真邊d假...

最好笑我覺得係佢地試衫.....超低能!!!

又有得笑, 又有型男睇.....都okay啦! 人生如此...

Alive 官方網站:www.alivenotdead.com

Friday, April 14, 2006

復活節

復活假開始...
我終於復活了......

經過半個月不見天日忙碌工作的生活, 我想我己經死掉.....

我常想, 貓有九條命...而我...有多少條?
我想我是死過的, 然後重生.....
可是終有一天, 我便不能重生了......不打緊, 遺願我也說過了....

我只可珍惜餘下的生命, 每個人都叫我過一些正常、健康的生活...

曾幾何時...我也真的這麼想過....

現在, 為了珍惜自己的人, 我更應該珍惜自己。

p.s. 很耐冇寫過blog, 所以我決定date back番我嘅日記....

Monday, April 10, 2006

新office的一片海



這是我新公司的位子.....

新公司環境不錯, 除了燈光較暗(頭頂有有點像pub的一排射燈),夜晚假期沒冷氣外, 起碼樣樣是新的。

而最好不過是望轉頭我就可以看到一片海.....

"我想看大海..."

只是要透過我背後'老細'房來看而己......
一天我看到一個人在海中暢泳...

我想起看海的日子....
無論是科大的碼頭、星加坡的聖陶沙、 西貢的碼頭、屯門的黃金海岸、長洲的東灣、夜晚的石澳甚至是尖東的海旁..........

全是伴者我成長.....

雖然是這麼近的一個海....但我相信紅磡海旁是我不會踏足停留的地方......我更不希望看著它有想跳下去的感覺!