My dearest,
I know you have changed. I knew that in the very beginning.
When I looked at your eye, your gesture, your expression, your eyesight recall me why I was loving you.
I recalled a charming you.
You were my sunshine…because you are sun’s son.
You liked to see me everyday….you brought me breakfast everyday morning.
You forced me to do what I should or should not do.
You made decision for me.
You said we could have hotpot together in Café De Coral when we grew old…just like the old couple nearby.
You made me feel I was a princess.
You liked to share with me that impressed me..
You knew how to make me laugh.
You made me know what a proper love is……you made me realize that I want to marry.
You are the first person gave me a ring.
You made me know no matter how harsh we got together because of family pressure…if we loved each each.
You gave hope to me.
However, when I listened to your future plan, I know we are living in a different world. What in your mind is all money now.
We are indeed having a different characteristic.
At last, you brought me to your bar….this is my last wish.
In front of me, I don’t know this is a fake you or a real you…
I cannot understand you.... I understand you too much and what made you change and let you do anything on me.
When I said you have changed and I did not recognize you, I saw sorry in your eyes.
You seemed there were many words in your heart.
I believe this is a real you….but I knew you have chosen your way….and I knew if you would want to say to me, again, ‘sorry, please forgive me’.
I hope you can be successful and can carry out what your future plan. I hope I can see you in a magazine one day.
Thanks for your gift, that I did not expect for. But I feel that it is kind of compensation.
If you think it is a compensation to me, and make you feel better, I would let you do.
When I saw your back when leaving, I know this is the end of our/my story.
I have to walk forward….and you have chosen your way and a different way.
I know we can be friends in the future.
I hope you can bless me.
Regards,
Ming ming
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6 comments:
... 不要再說 或許這是最好的結果
現在分手 總好過你不愛我一拖再拖
鬆開你的手 離開你左右
我向前走 這會是我 真正的解脫...
因為太了解所以很傷心 沒有你只好聽著風的呼吸
卻有種叫做時間的東西 說沒問題 最後我們會痊癒
let go, move on and enjoy life!
A letter that was never sent out...
Thank you for sharing this letter. I was touch by the honesty in your writing. It was clear from the beginning, this letter was never intended for the eyes of the addressed recepient. You were clearly devasated by your lost and sometime putting it on writing reforces your own beliefs. Please be strong, turn the page, and move on to the next chapter.
-tlowtech
To my friend from the other side of the globe:
I was surprised and touched by your message. Although I have heard many times from my friends to ask me to move on, I never expect one from the other side of the globe. Thanks anyway.
Many times it easier to tell a friend to move on, but in reality, it's not a simple task. From outside looking in, we are not impaired by same heavy burden that lingers in your emotions. We do not bear the same consequences. "It was the best of times, it was the worse of time..." Sometime, all good things do come to an end. When it does, we are judged by our actions and how we deal with it. This is your world, your time, not mine or your friends. Against all odds, you must stand up, face this challenge alone or forever you'll be lost in this never ending cycle. You are a survivor...
-From the other side of the globe
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