I was notified that my harddisk was certified to death.
As I told you before, I know he is dying. But at the moment of the reconfirmation, suddenly I feel so sad. Not just only I cannot use it again, but also I 'lost' it....all the memories saved in it, that cannot be retrieved anymore.
I feel like part of my life has passed away.
Those memories included many photos, the songs that was saved starting from my university life, emails, wallpapers and etc. .....
A friend comforted me that the songs can be downloaded again. Yes, he is right. However, how can I rebuild all the memories that supposed accumulated for few years in a short period? If I can rebuild my memories, should I rebuild a totally different memory of my past? Any suggestion?
I think I am good at memorising thing. However, when I recall my sad part of my memory, I really envy those who do not have a bad memory....... Maybe it is better if we can have a right to choose to forget those unhappy part.
But I think I am the type who can't live without memories....
I have tried my best to build wonderful memories for myself ...... let me review again and again..until the day I die.
Man should look forward and move on....but it is not so bad to look back in fact....I think just the way how to look back......
Thursday, August 04, 2005
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3 comments:
但願你的眼睛,只看得到笑容...
I wish even my eyes were closed.
yes... really to tired for you
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