Woodstone

記得之前提過曾經去過呢個地方, 今晚又再去…..可是….非常之差…
唔之點解non-alcohol 飲品會咁點….連有alcohol嘅酒都咁甜….自己溝仲好…
最後我都係飲翻最穏陣嘅whisky 加 green tea ……

記得第一次去…覺得呢個係好地方, 有層層疊, 又可以任飲….

第二次去….都覺得好開心, 玩到癲咗…..倒樹沖….打翻斗……

之後再去, 已經再沒以前那種咁開心…

今次…….我地話以後都唔去lu…

點解? 係咪去多咗….做多咗…..就冇新鮮感???
定係真係唔可以時常保持質素????

拍拖係咁…讀書係咁……做嘢係咁…..
點解樣樣都係咁? 人人都係咁???
究竟要轉幾多次先滿意???

Farewell party

A ex-colleague, Meisze, from EY told me she would seconded to EY London for one and a half year later. I envy her so much! At that time I thought I should not leave EY.....because I really wanted to leave Hong Kong and work overseas.

Tonight they held a farewell party for Meisze and we had dinner in an Italian restaurant in SOHO area.

In fact I have not contacted my ex-colleagues for long...some of them haven't seen for at least half year. When I got there, I found many strangers there....because I was old enough and I could not recognise those new comers.

I was shocked when I saw James's baby and I also found that my manager, Dennis got his baby as well. It seemed that I have already disappeared for a long time because I really don't know they have already had their baby. Time passed so quickly.

Yes....I really do not belong to EY anymore.

By the way, the food of that restaurant is not good and I would not recommend you to go.

千奈美

我越來越覺得自己很像千奈美……….
因為曾有著與她相似的感覺….曾有著與她相似的經歷…

你有沒有看過一部柴門文的作文，叫「同班同學」?
柴門文就是畫「東京愛的故事」和「愛情白皮書」的人。許多年前無線播過「同班同學的日劇。後來我再買漫畫看。

千奈美……對愛情的感覺…那種患得患失…莫名其妙地與男朋友分手….卻又對他不能忘懷，很想獨立會內心其實很需要依靠…表面逞強的女孩子….
曾嘗試與鴨居透復合，卻又知道無法在一起。最後，決定將對阿透的感情變成回憶，與相睇而結識的男人一起生活。

即使我許多年再看這本漫畫，我也會有想哭的感覺……

其實我不想似她….因為我不想去相睇…….
但我感到終有一天，我可能會這樣做…….
我應該去嗎?

Coffee Shop

是這樣的一個故事…..
一天, 阿John 告訴我他去了旺角的一個地方, 哪裡有薰衣草茶, 但很難喝…..
後來他帶了我去這個地方, 我並有選薰衣草, 我依稀記得我應該是喝咖啡。我開始愛上這地方。門口其實賣飽, 入面才有幾張檯……我喜歡這裡是因為我欣賞那隻咖啡杯, 是很classic 的那種, 坐在那裡喝咖啡令我有置身英國coffee shop 的感覺, 而更好的是那裡永遠不會滿坐, 很難可以在旺角區找到這樣的地方。

所以有時候我會自己去吃點東西, 感受一下寧靜的氣氛, 因為一踏出去, 又是熱鬧的旺角。

後來有一段時間沒有去, 發現那裡轉了用另一種咖啡杯, Standard白色的那一種,我是有點失望的。

後來又有一次去, 又是另一種咖啡杯, 今次更特別, 有自己logo, 個杯型是斜的。我忍不住問waitress: 「你們時時轉杯呢!」她說:「對呀, 因為常常打爛杯子, 所以要試試哪比較。」

那是我最後一次去那裡。

一個月後, 我放了工, 想起可以去那裡吃飯, 突然發現它不見了, 我很意外, 有點失落……我已想不到在旺角可以有另一個地方取代它。

我真希望有朝一天, 我可以自己開一間。

Cooking Night

今日本來諗住去看Hello Kitty Hide and Seek Exhibition, 其實我戒了Hello Kitty 好耐啦...不過咁啱有人話去...咁都想去睇下.....點知去度先知原來兩日前已經買晒飛, ....香港人...咩事呀...

之後去咗檀記食嘢....依然係要諗下一度去邊....哈哈...結果去咗陪Christy買煲煮飯。真係唔大雨嗰日都唔做d咁嘅嘢。我地跟住去埋惠康買餸, 又大雨, 一袋二袋, 好輪盡.....但真係估唔到.....gary會成為我地嘅大廚。一個咁artistic嘅人, 但又識煮飯。

我地又有湯、又有飯。雖然蕃茄煮蛋失敗咗, 但其他都好好。

真係唔知點解男仔仲識煮飯過女仔。真失敗, 不過煮飯真係好好玩, 我都要好好學習.....

Here Come The Tears

Tonight I went to see the concert performed by The Tears. I took a leave today to ensure I could arrive on time.

The members of the Tears came from the foreign band, Suede. I went with two secondary colleagues. I have not seen Andrew with several years, two or three. It is really hard to imagine 10 years ago that 'We' would meet in such an occassion - to see a foreign band's concert. It is quite interesting, isn't it?

The hall was not big. When we arrived, there were still empty seats. The atomosphere was quite different from last time I saw Avril's concert....no young girls, not so many foreigners. Before the show started, the security asked us not to stand in front of the stage. But we could do so after that. Therefore, we had to rush to the front of the stage when the show started. At last I could find a good position. I felt so close with the singers. Everyone was excited when The Tears came out. I could touch Brett Anderson's hands....so happy! But we were really tired after the concert!

Song Introduction: http://winonalam.multiply.com/music/item/9

New harddisk

I bought my new harddisk today.

Same memory size....but should be faster...

It is so 'clean' now and I have to build up everythings again!

Suddenly I feel so excited...installed the basic software and of course icq afterwards.

But I found that I could not install everythings in one night. It has been already late.

Jasper told me to install others when I used. Yes...he is right. I really don't have to rebuild everythings immediately.

So everythings go back to normal....I can online and play icq.....with one exception... it is empty.....

It may be good.... suddenly I remember one sentence from John's gift long time ago...

"No Brain, no pain"

主

我發覺我的同事很多都是基督徒。六個人去吃飯, 有四個是。
早兩天, 我問其中一個同事借了本有關基督句子的書, 後來個個都問我為什麼會有興趣看, 有什麼感覺。
我其實當是看工具書….因為喜歡它帶出的訊息。
我相信有神的存在, 我可能會禱告, 但我不信神績。
我害怕commitment, 我也不會返教會。
我相信有一個’神’去主宰人的大體的命運, 但細節可以由自己掌握……
我亦相信你所面對的路和遭遇, 有這樣的安排一定有原因。當我在苦難的時間, 我會這樣告訴自己, 一定有原因….也許是試練,也許是報應….
但苦難的日子不會是永遠, 總會過去….之後人便成長, 更懂珍惜快樂的時光。
而不親身經歷過, 你也不懂去幫助其他人。

千杯不醉

不是宣傳楊千嬅和吳彥祖的新片, 我真的害怕自己會練成這身絶技。
我越來越覺得自己不易醉了, 昨晚唱K唱通宵, 飲了也不少酒, 沒有預先吃解酒丸, 但我竟然沒有太大醉意。

記得小時候是媽媽教我飲少許酒, 她說識飲酒就不易被人灌醉。那是最喜歡去飲時, 叫七喜加兩滴白蘭地, 侍應常以為是忌廉。

但真正飲酒, 第一次飲醉, 應該大約中五六吧, 還記得是被帶到聯和墟的一間酒吧, 我飲了兩支啤酒, 飲時我並沒什麼反應, 怎料一起身我就頭暈, 站不穏了。
不過那時也挺開心。

之後, 不用多說, 應該大學時開始, 喜歡一大班朋友飲酒…...我不是很能飲, 但之後都避免不了, 一大班朋友開心時飲酒, 朋友失戀陪飲酒, 返大陸陪client飲酒, Annual Dinner勁飲, 兩個人摸酒杯底….一個人飲悶酒…, 由只識飲啤酒到飲紅酒, whisky, volka…..由去bar到去樓上pub, 由第五街到Woodstone。

見証了我們的成長。

由最初有少少wing的感覺,…到最後沒有感覺…….
很可怕呢!

對上一次我真的飲醉, 應該是與同一個人, 帶我第一次飲的人。隔了這麼多年了, 不過那時也挺開心

P.S. 其實真的想醉, 應該要溝酒飲, 即嘔。

Drama

It is hard to believe that I have seen a drama tonight, which was performed by my friend.
It is hard to believe that I seen a drama, not in City Hall or Culture Centre, but in an industrial building in Diamond Hill.

It is really a special experience. I am really glad to meet Gary, such a ‘cool’ and artistic man.

Although this is his first performance, I can feel his potential. At least he could avoid laughing when he saw us laughing at him when he just came out….haha..

It should be funny to stand on the stage, right?

I think everyone should have a chance, right? Maybe next time you can have chance on your wedding party.

My hard disk was dead

I was notified that my harddisk was certified to death.

As I told you before, I know he is dying. But at the moment of the reconfirmation, suddenly I feel so sad. Not just only I cannot use it again, but also I 'lost' it....all the memories saved in it, that cannot be retrieved anymore.

I feel like part of my life has passed away.

Those memories included many photos, the songs that was saved starting from my university life, emails, wallpapers and etc. .....

A friend comforted me that the songs can be downloaded again. Yes, he is right. However, how can I rebuild all the memories that supposed accumulated for few years in a short period? If I can rebuild my memories, should I rebuild a totally different memory of my past? Any suggestion?


I think I am good at memorising thing. However, when I recall my sad part of my memory, I really envy those who do not have a bad memory....... Maybe it is better if we can have a right to choose to forget those unhappy part.

But I think I am the type who can't live without memories....

I have tried my best to build wonderful memories for myself ...... let me review again and again..until the day I die.

Man should look forward and move on....but it is not so bad to look back in fact....I think just the way how to look back......

My recent life

I can't believe my life experencing this week. Two months passed so quickly. I have entered this company for two months. However, here I feel like passing double or triple hours........
I still have to stay late in office. Some people asked me to quit and sometimes I want. But sometimes I would think maybe it suits me.

Anyway, I can still enjoy my life...busy life after works. I nearly sleep very little at night..sometimes i can't fall asleep....sometimes I am chatting with friends. Although I am tired, I was happy to do that....give up my sleeping time.

Because the life with work only is very boring.

Some friends have good news...some friends have bad news. ... I like them to share with me and that's I can only do for them!

But not many friends can chat with me after 1200am ... you know.

And at the same time, my hard disk died......
I will choose a day to hold a funeral for it....my dear....I might lost all the data in it...!