男人之虎

在偶然的機會下, 我去咗睇由詹瑞文主演的《男人之虎》，最初我以為係棟篤笑, 但原來我覺得似一個人演嘅話劇多d。 因為佢扮演咗好多唔同嘅角色。好似勁講粗口嘅黃秋生、傻傻地嘅蔡楓華、反串嘅章小蕙......扮成龍都幾正。另外佢又提出咗一個Theory , 叫"Derekphobia"。真係笑死我!
佢話好多香港男人都有呢個症, 加埋一齊就係"collective Derekphobia", 中文譯名? 遲d話你聽!

不過其實當中好似想帶出咩訊息, 但只怪小妹笨, 唔知點解。佢成日話揾緊"馮人望", 其實佢係代表d咩呢? 我地身邊所有人??? 佢係代表人物? 有冇人睇過可以話俾我聽?

Link : http://www.theatreensemble.com/02news/performance-mantiger.html#2

Do you think it is ridiculous?

Today my boss called me to discuss my job schedule in the coming days.

She said they planned to let those colleagues who usually stayed in office until late leave office sharply once a week. She asked me which day I would like to choose.

What do you think about this idea?

I told her at once that I appreciated what they did. But it is not the point.

If I left office sharply, that mean I had to do three hours more next day.
It is because the deadline would not postpone and no one share workload with me.

But of course if they made this offer, I will accept that first.
I chose Friday.

And at last I said if you saw me still staying in office, don’t ask me to leave.

I understand them they tried to do something to keep us. They made this offer because they thought it is not easy for us to date during weekday.

But it is not a good idea for me. I believe if I can leave and I have dated someone, I will leave because it is my official hour to leave. Just most of the time I cannot leave.

It seemed that it is a kind of repackage but no change in content. Agreed?

上海之行

冷、大衣、頸巾、外灘、霓虹燈、上海.....

應該是這樣的景象吧!
絶對不應該是重重的公事包、暗暗的酒店房、亦沒有寒冷的感覺.......不值一提之行。

百般滋味在心頭......

我想起在電影「美蓮達對美蓮達」帶出的一個訊息:

"Life can be a comedy or a tradegy... it all depends on how you look at it."

究竟是享受獨自上路還是感到寂寞?

當在狹窄的機倉上, 正在怨恨坐在身邊一個臭男人除了鞋把腳伸向我旁的同時, 我很高興看見了美極的日落....
還是當我看到美極的日落時, 卻發現身邊並不是自己的愛人, 而是一個臭男人?

當我獨自在酒吧區逛, 看見一大班朋友喧嘩或一雙一對的戀人而感到孤獨時, 卻為能聽到動聽的歌聲配襯結他聲而感動, 還是當我陶醉於歌聲時, 而為只能獨自喝酒而暗暗悲傷?

當我在公司一片迷惘地工作, 卻又可以在夜晚以25人民幣吃到一隻很多黃的大閘蟹,
還是很難得可以吃到一隻大閘蟹, 卻又想起夜晚工作至晚上什麼時候?

人生就是這樣吧! 全部可以由你去選, 只是你想做喜劇還是悲劇的主角.......

P.S 對不起, 莉莉, 我並沒有積極去為你著想呢! :P

Link of Shanghai trip's photo:
http://winonalam.multiply.com/photos/album/6

Discovery Today

It has been a long day.

I went to work in the morning and had a farewell lunch with my leaving colleague.

Then I took my rubbish stuff and notebook to my place before going to BBQ in a place called '白泥'....which is near Lau Fau Shan.

We planned to watch sunset but it was too windy today. Anyway, it is a relaxing place and there is a pond for fishing. We could see people catching big fishes there....seemed quite enjoyable. It should be a good place if someone has interest in fishing...esp you can fish overnight.

It was an ordinary BBQ but still it was my first time to try fish (catch from the pond from others) barbecue.... :) ... not bad.

Late night I went to a cafe. Actually I want to introduce a programme launched recently.
It was a competition for university students to run their cafe business in four days. What the cost is $400 and a proposal. If you can get the highest turnover, you can get all the turnover and you learnt how to run a business.

I was impressed and appreciate the idea. It must be a 'win-win' strategy.

http://www.hundredcafe.com/100_apprentice_mainpage.htm

That's all I wish I am able to obtain, acheive.... the courage, the vision, the idea, the creative thinking..... to run a business......but obviously I am not that kind of person.

"I Want It All "*

I can only stick to my existing job right now.....worrying about tomorrow.

I don't know why I feel afriad. It is not the first time I travel alone. However, I am really afraid.

"A Pain that I'm Used To" or "Suffer Well"* ?

I just know "Nothing's Impossible"*.

* A new album titled "Playing the Angel" from Depeche Mode

時光機

我彷彿坐進了時光機, 回到了十年前...

這一晚我是有這種感覺, 我哭了....
因為那是令人懷念的時光, 那是最純真年代, 沒有一切煩惱, 應該說那時的煩惱, 比起往後日子所面對的, 實在微不足道。

那一刻, 我真的很想回到那個時點, 一切都很簡單的時代, 變回還未經歷一切的我....抺掉這十年發生過的事, 由那一點再開始過....

可惜我沒法子回去了...

如果真的有時光機, 你願意坐上嗎?
你又會想去那一個時點?

世界真細小

這個世界真的很細...

事件一:
星期四無端端被叫入去同Auditor開會, 都是旁聽吧! 入到去, 有個未見過的Manager出現, 例牌派下咭片先。我這種small potatoes , 當然不到我發言, 於是一邊聽他們談話, 一邊在想.....呀...這個女仔都Okay靚, 而且他們都幾prof. 我想我已脫離了做Audit好耐, 亦不能回到那麼Prof的境界....

開完會, 放低所有文件打算吃飯, 突然拿起了咭片, 個中文名好熟.......是不是Account 同學, 於是打電話給人Confirm, 果然........ 突然發覺自己給比下去......不過隨即又想, 應該是目標不同呢!

這個世界真細..

事件二:
星期五同朋友食飯, 將「事件一」告訴朋友, 朋友叫我不要太大聲, 因為坐在隔離桌的人認識事件一的主角...

Har? 唔係啩! 星期六去飲還是打扮一下.....可能又撞到人..

這個世界真細..

事件三:
星期六去同事的婚禮, 之前一齊吃Lunch 時都有聽他籌備婚禮的情形, 亦有給予一些意見。
今晚去到酒店reception時, 打開他的結婚相簿......新娘很面善, 難道....
立即被人拉入去影相......影完後, 當然恭喜新郎啦, 點知新娘已經認出了我, 果然是大學同學。

世界真細小小小, 小得真奇妙妙妙......

給: 世上的另一個我

沒有想過會有這個場面．．．
很多謝你給我這個機會！我真的很高興，亦很感動! 很替你開心呢!

看到照片中的流露自然笑容的你們，突然彷彿看到了自己穿起婚紗的樣子。你正在實踐我無法實現的夢．．．

雖然只是先後步伐的問題，你也戲言遲下到我。

我已不在乎了．．．

請你努力吧！

我的愛與夢想，就讓你代我實現吧!

科大BBQ日

今日返咗科大bbq, 一去到科大, 就見到很多人影畢業相, 有一大班同學嘻嘻哈哈、有小情侣馨馨我我。令我想起自已畢業時的情形, 曾幾何時, 我不也是擁有這些時光? 很令人懷念呢! 因為那時候的我是最有夢想的! 對將來充滿憧憬, 而且亦是最無憂無慮。
這麼快便五年了……究竟做過了什麼, 得到了什麼?
不知為何變成現在的我, 只知道經過了社會的磨練, 接受了現實的殘酷, 明白了事情的不能改變, 我已不再是抱有理想和目標的女孩。

再一次回到科大, 發現Café已改變了裝修, 幸好仍然有喜愛的雞翼。
人的外貌可以改變, 本質不應該改變。我真的不願意自己有這樣的轉變。

另一個消息: “我”將要結婚了, 請接受我的祝福。
突然明白到可能有一天也會收到他結婚的消息, 我必須有心理準備…..讓我祝福他。

Don't leave me, Minami

早兩天, 突然發現我隻Blogpet唔見咗, 我以為佢以後唔會返來。

雖然我沒有好好的對待它, 可是我是無法接受它的突然消失。

幸好, 第二天它又再出現, 而且它已經學識咗唔少中文, (唔會再出怪符號)
真的好好呢!

突然想起以前曾養過兩隻真白兔, 可是一天我不小心從高椅爬下來時, 不知道有一隻在椅下, 踏中了, 不久死了。

幸好那時還小, 不懂得內疚。

所以依家, 我會同minami 玩多d 啦.