對不起! 我不能夠祝福你們..

「對不起! 我不能夠祝福你們....因為我看不到你們將來會有什麼幸福!」

如果我沒記錯, 阿強應該是這樣對田寧說的。

這是昨晚創世記最後的對白.....那一刻, 我無辦法去想像如果我是阿強, 那種心情會是怎樣? 我不明白的是, 為什麼田寧想阿強出席她的婚禮。很難受吧! 一定是很不甘心,眼見自己心愛的人去嫁給一個衰人, 不能給他幸福的人。而能給他幸福的人, 相信只有自己。

你有否試過不會祝福一對新人? 對於一個你著緊的人, 我想你真的希望他可以找到一個好的終身伴侶, 如果不是, 很可惜, 你不能得到我的祝福。

阿強這種人, 如果阿寧能夠找到一個能帶給他幸福的人, 他一定會祝福她的。

失眠夜

昨晚又再失眠了,其實都很久沒試過。
由公司回到家時已經很夜,腦裡仍充滿了公司計算的數字。但我還未想休息,於是打開schedule研究怎計算Deferred Tax。其實是一邊看schedule,一邊看「創世記」的。看完都未有睡意,飲點酒吧試下睡, 怎料還是睡不著。我最不喜歡躺在床上又睡不著的感覺了,感覺很浪費時間... 結果,我又起了身, 不知做什麼好,見都隻DVD--向左愛向右愛......
以前聽人話好看,但我一直都未有機會看,而之前放假的時候我又怕看傷感的戲使我流淚。
現在看過以後才知道原來是這樣的戲, 不錯吧! 兩個不同性格的女仔卻又能成為好朋友, 最後男主角讀信時實在使人感動的。
我以為我這一晚會通宵, 看完戲應該是五點吧。我睡著了.........

Desperate housewife

Finally I have watched this week '24'....and also 'Desperate wife'. Have you seen that? This is another series I would like to recommend. What a surprise to me it is not just a story or joke about an uneasy life to be a wife. It is a story with element of suspense and mystery. Sometimes it also brings out theory to let you think and understand.
For girls, you should see and you can find out different characteristic from the five women...and life to be a wife...or try not to act like them.....For boys, you should see and you can understand how a wife think or behave. They might be terrible.

Have you imagined how's your life will be after marriage? Different people would have different attitude towards marriage. People might think it means lose of freedom, especially man will. Some people think it is just a sheet of paper both signed on. Others may think it is a responsibity......so they don't want to get married early, is it a kind of escape or something?
Married or not...from my point of view, it is just a status...of course it has meaning and kind of responsibity, more important thing is that you can find a life partner who you are willing to stay with. If you can find a right person, you would not be afraid of getting married...it's just a matter of time. and you should feel lucky to find such a person.

Hope everyone can still believe in love and marriage.
May love be with you.

好想你

歌手：徐若瑄 作曲：陳達偉填詞：陳達偉 編曲：劉文仁 Willie Liu

Hi My one and only　這麼多天沒見
可是我總想起你的聲音在我耳邊
今天心情好嗎　是否不愉快
要一切都看得開　世界沒有太壞
雖然不在你身邊 我的心有一條線　連著你　牽著你
我好想你　想到願意相信
我就閉上了眼睛　你在這裡
別忘記　我們的約定 一直都在我心裡
不管你在哪裡 不要忘了我有多麼愛你

不要忘了吃飯　不管有多忙
不要忘了開車時候　一定要往前看
其實我真的很快樂　有你一直守候
一直走到了以後都挽著你的手
雖然不在你身邊 但我在你心裡面　
我願意　等著你
我好想你　想到不能呼吸
想到全身沒力氣　沒有關係
你別忘記　我們的約定 一直都在我心裡
不管你在哪裡 不要忘了我有多麼愛你
我一直在這裡 不要忘了我有多麼愛你

24(continued)

What a pity I has missed "24" on Peral yesterday night. Who has recorded a copy? Please tell me.

But today it seemed that I have experienced more than 24 hours.
9:00am to 8:15pm work and work and work..... I did a lot in office.

8:15pm to 8:50pm....rushed to attend a funeral......I even did not know what kind of transportation I should take to Hung Hum from Kwai Fong.

8:50pm to 9:15pmthe atmosphere was better than I expected...no cried....no sad....but it was so strange that my old colleagues were still talking about job matters at that time. I also met a old colleague and had a "nice" to talk her.

9:15pm to 10:30pm finally we finished our conversation and Jenny told me it was difficult to interrupted us but other collegues are waiting for us to have dinner.....damn. We had dinner nearby.

10:30pm to 12:57:am Jenny and I walked from Jordon to Mongkok and then we chatted. It was really good to share a lot each other about my previous employer.

12:57am to 1:30am Back home and prepared to sleep

1:30am to 3:30am I was so tired but i changed my mind and turned to read 'share-based payment'. I felt sorry that i did not prepare well on the meeting.

3:30am....sleep....

I really hope I can have more 24 hours a day. My new collegues told me we will enter a timing zone soon, where the time will be extended longer than outside...(just like the room in Dragon ball) because of our busy work......

Really have such a timing zone in the world? I wish I can go inside!

不要害怕

今日星期日,亦是父親節, 我假爸爸叫了我去望彌撒。
我並不是信徒,但我相信它的存在。
雖然那位神父有點狂野,不大聽得清楚他的廣東話,但我聽到幾句說話。
「當你遇到困難,不要害怕,因為神一直在你身邊....」
「神會寬恕任何人,包括敵人....」
「神會愛所有人」
突然我的心情感到很舒暢, 這星期面對的困局也驟然明朗。
如果別人希望這樣做, 如果別人想這樣對待我, 如果別人覺得開心,我又何必計較太多?
我也不再害怕, 如果預知要發生的事是可佈的......我也不應害怕....勇敢地面對!
我不是神, 但我希望能愛和關心身邊所有的人, 而不限制於過去、外表等有形的東西。

這個世界應該充滿愛....
愛的力量是無限,你又有否真正的接觸和認識過?

Anna Sui - Secret Wish

Tonight we celebrated Wang's birthday and ate at 'Siu fat Yeung'. We are waiting for him to deliver invitation card for his wedding party......however, just we hope...haha...
I really hope he can get married soon. I just wonder who will marry first in 'woryin' because we are getting older and older.

And tonight I got a 'secret wish' from my best friend. I told her I will buy one for myself as a gift after I found a new job. She is so nice that she has already bought me.
It is actually a perfume issued by Anna Sui recently. I like it very very much because of the name, 'secret wish'.
Have you ever had a secret wish?
If you ask me, I would tell you I have one....that one....it's a falling star wish. I did not tell others because people say wish won't come true if you tell others. So it's definitely a secret wish.
However I know this wish will never come true.

I believe everyone must make many wishes in his/her life. But how many would come true?
However, people still make wish again and again. Why not? At least you can still have a hope. Life should be full of hope so that you can have motivation, right?

I also like the bottle of this secret wish. There is an angel sitting at the top of the bottle.....
and I wanna to be an angel........to have an angel's heart!

OT王

今日俾個同事話我係OT王,激死我啦!
跟住我即刻冇心機做嘢,於是8點幾走咗......我反思咗好耐,點解咁樣話我?我都唔想留咁夜嘛.....因為真係好多嘢做,而我又唔熟..
究竟佢係諷刺我定可憐我?
但俾佢話完之後,我突然記起一d嘢........
最初我唔介意做夜d係因為反正夜晚冇咩做,打算用工作打發時間, 其實我都幾Enjoy做呀....不過唔可以係咁, 因為人地以為我好慘咁, 好可憐咁.....唔好啦...唔好可憐我。
人係應該要有Balanced Life, 就算幾忙都好,都應該要有私人時間。唔好將工作帶番屋企。
而且做事應該要專心....工作時工作,玩時就要投入去玩。我真的忘記了這些道理!
所以我決定唔再做新界隻牛,下星期我要八點前走,你打嚟都應該揾唔到我!

常餐

我很喜歡去xx茶餐廳吃常餐---火腿奄列加五香牛肉麵。雖然我都有試過吃其他餐---快餐A及快餐B,都幾好味.....但不知為何最後我都忍不住食番常餐......咁又食咗差不多十年了。
人人都話我悶,為何不試下其他的食物。我都不知為什麼,喜歡便是喜歡......
但我都知五香牛肉麵太棘,食得多無益,所以我決定戒常餐!
xx茶餐廳剛好有一個新款式----健康餐,既然要戒常餐,不理好不好味,搏一搏。
結果出奇地好吃,所以別人說得對,應該試多點其他菜單。我很高興找了美味的食物,因為既健康,又好味。
但一天,餐牌上的健康餐消失了,原來只是限期發售。
很失落呢,我望了餐牌很久、很久, 突然又見到常餐、A餐和B餐........ 猶豫我應該叫那一個。
不要常餐,我已戒了....有點想吃A餐.....但要等好耐.....B餐....已賣完了....
原來不是我想吃就可以吃呢!
突然我決定了, 我離開了那間茶餐廳。
我不一定要再吃常餐, 我可以回家親手泡製一個健康餐,幾時吃都可。

Black Russian

This is my first time to mix a cocktail by myself.
Black Russian is my favourite cocktail that I often order when drinking. Sometimes suddenly I want to drink and I will go to have one.
But I found that it is not easy to mix one by myself.
Vodka + Kahlua (coffee wine) + lot of ice cube = Black Russian

Um...feel so good....so I can also enjoy at home. If you want to try, please tell me.

To enjoy life, why don't you try something or make something by yourself?

節日恐懼症!?

有沒有人聽過這種症? 我懷疑自己患了......
今日很悶地工作時,突然感到心緒不寧,可能因為端午節快要來到。情人節、聖誕節就話,端午節都怕?我終於記起可能聽到前面同事講起吃糭...令我想起往事了.....不算什麼特別事,但很奇怪地就覺得心緒不寧.....

其他節日的病徵試過...很容易受環境氣氛影響,容易想起往事,為安排節目而煩惱,想在公司工作但個個都一早離開了,只得自己一個而感到寂寞......

可能我過往的節日都不是過得很開心吧,所以患了這個症!

我覺得我在節日來臨附近特別敏感,或者可能很多女孩都像我這樣,希望另一半做這做那,即使口裡沒說,心裡也很自然有這種盼望....結果往往感到失望......又或者因為其他事情影響,總之總會想得比較多,想得太過遠。所以男孩子應該要諒解...很快便過去...一切又回復正常....直至下一個節日....

P.S 我想其實我以前患的應該是節日麻木症! 想不想知道病徵是什麼?

An unexpected interview

I have started my busy life. My job required me to work overtime. Of course no one want to work until so late. I accept this life anyway. I also do not know why all my colleagues are so committed to their job. Although official leave time is 5:30pm, it still looks like a office at 3pm.

And today around that time, I received a secret call who asked me for interview. It was a job without details on the advertisement and I applied before I accepted the offer. I asked the man whether I could have interview after office hour and he said sure and asked me to have interview today. I said i have no preparation and he said it might be better and would be more casual. It was not easy to leave office so early but I chose to tell my manager that I had to leave earlier today because of personal affairs. At last, I was late for a half an hour. I think it was a funny experience because he is really nice and let me know about what kind of company that was, although I thought he would not give me the offer.

Now I understand job hunting is really a tough process. But I really got experience now. You are lucky if you have found a satisfied job and no need to hunt for a job. So work hard!

考完試啦!

今日很早便起身去考CFA。
很久未試過考公開試了,不過因為突然要上班緣故,所以變得沒有時間準備。總共有六本書,我想我連一半也沒看完。當然有一半原因是我沒有動力去讀,可能這個試也不是一定要考到。可否告訴我,為什麼我的朋友可以那麼有毅力,我真的見到你們很努力地完成Master課程呢!
雖然未讀完,因為全是選擇題,我還是睡醒便去了試場.....
去試場途中,見到很多人,也不明白為什麼那麼貴也這麼多人考(我就是其中一個大白痴吧!)。有的拖住手去試場,有的連群結隊,有的拿著書埋頭苦幹.......我當然不屬於其中一類...我想大概沒有人會覺得我去考試,大概他們只見到一個Zombie。
從未試過抱住這心態去考試........
不過總叫考完了,我可以做多點自己想做的事,可以去玩了。因為工作太忙碌了,返工放工......人生很苦悶呢! 我認為人要找一樣自己好想做的事,在忙碌中,即使犠牲睡覺時間也值得.......