My long vacation finished

I found a job finally and I will start my work on Tuesday. Although it is not an idea job to me, it's still a "job". Therefore, my long vacation is going to be finished. I have rest for four months. It's time to have a review of my vacation....what have I done and what have I got during my vacation?

1. Traveled to New Zealand alone for relaxation and English study. I met nice guys and made new friends there. I enjoyed sunshine and met many sheeps. I got an unforgettable memory. 2.Traveled to Sabah in Malayzia with friends from 'Woryin'. I tried excited rafting...played water motorcycle and swam a lot. It's really happy to go with them.
3.Passed my driving test and practised now....thanks Martin for catching me to practise.
4.Finished reading comic, "Initial D". Thanks Neville for lending VCD to me btw.
5.Built up my blog and wrote diary. It's good to have a place and share everything. Thanks for my friends who appreciate and keep watching.
6.Improved my oral English by watching "Friends" series and Pearl. Thanks Kelvin for lending me those DVDs.
7.Got interview experience and enhanced my confidence.
8.Recall my Finance knowledge by revising books for Chartered Financial Analyst exam.
9.Played a lot...e.g. hiking, watching movie, playing bowling, drinking, ...haha..
10.Passed my down time, stood up, down again, up again....

Maybe I can't list out all...anyway, I really want to say thanks to all my friends for accompany with me. I especially want to thank Christy, John, Kelvin and Teddy who give a lot of support to me!!!!

Raining heavily (27 May 05)

It was raining heavily in the evening....rains...thunderstorm...Amber rainstorm signal was on. Rain was falling heavily in all directions...and just the same as I feel of myself tonight... It seemed that I do not have direction in all aspects....I want to know what I want to get, what I want to achieve...especially for long term. But..no..it seemed that I can never get the answer. If I can't get the answer, can I don't think too much...just follow what my heart feel right now? But I am sorry, I am so uncertain about my heart feel like now. Where should I go? I wish someone can tell me...so I can go straightly to that road....but I know...the only one can help me is myself...I have to make my own decision...and I will!!!!

尋人啟事

姓:Kiyo san
相貌：不詳
衣著：西裝
最近出現地方：於４月１８日　旺角街市附近

那一天我在旺角街市附近見到一個好像你的人,直覺告訴我那人是你。我好想知道那個人是不是你，可是我那是正在講電話，未能追上前看看．．．我好想有機會再見一見你，不為什麼目的，我只想知道你現在樣子變成怎樣，你有沒有長高，我甚至未必需要知道你現在做什麼．．．記得上一次偶遇你已是四年多前的時候，但見到你那一刹的震撼真的令我很意外，或者我對你有深刻的印象，或者因為我從未遇到過一個曾經如此欣賞我的人。
希望有一天再遇到你。

Danny the dog

Today I went to see a movie called "Danny the dog" 不死狗 unexpectedly. I expected it is a movie involved many violent scenes. But in fact, most of the time it talks about how Danny changed from the dog life to a normal man. It involves family and love. In Danny's dog life, he has no feelings towards everything. After he met a blind man and his daughter, he learned what love is. Danny has tried very hard to start a new life.

We should learn from Danny. I also want to be a 不死狗. I don't want to turn back to my dog life. I want to start my new life. Even I have to face many challenges to get my new life, I should not give up. I hope everyone could have such spirit like Danny.

P.S. I am also happy to see movie with Teddy. It is the first time I saw movie with him. I hope he can also get some messages from the movie. Let's add oil!!!!

睇拍戲

大家姐終於好d出咗院lu! 好彩好彩!

今日返咗科大讀書...可以專心d..有d讀U時的感覺......不過由於我太懶惰的緣故....我諗我今次考試都係有d放棄咗....唔緊要啦......除咗錢...都冇咩損失呢!

夜晚放棄咗睇曼聯對阿仙奴足總杯. 去同朋友飲嘢....喺尖沙咀行行下,見到吳彥祖同楊千嬅拍緊爾冬昇喺婚紗舖門口拍戲.....吳彥祖真係好靚仔呀!不過因為成日都有人叫"唔好開閃光燈"、"行快d啦"。

我覺得我都應該可以去做下臨記! 我d戲都唔錯呀! 所謂人生如戲...我諗我都做咗咁多年戲....
尤其是以前看過村上春樹一本書裡面寫:
"Pretend you are happy when you are blue. It isn't very hard to do."
以前我都覺得幾啱.....起碼喺人面前我都好似成日好開心咁....
不過我都冇做戲好耐....因為好假....而且我真係開心咗....都唔使扮..

如果俾我選, 我下一部戲想做....做返一個女仔....想有多d女人味...想扮靚....想識煮飯...
因為以前太男仔啦!

大家姐快好番!

今日去完見工,本來好似都見得幾好,點知突然有個Written Test,考d嘢完全好technical, 又唔係我做開嗰飯...今次都係凍個水...

之後同舊同事去了食tea,估唔到一傾就傾咗兩個鐘...佢一d都冇變...依然係拿住一堆coupon去食tea...我真係好掛住佢!!!

到旁晚,我去咗醫院探我大家姐,估唔到佢隻眼會咁嚴重,佢隻眼細菌入眼,本來睇私家醫生,但係越睇越痛,跟住索性入醫院睇。有矓係眼球裡面,真係聽到未聽過。醫生話要再觀察,睇下用類固純有冇好轉.... 如果唔得就要用好勁的抗生素....阻止佢擴散。有時醫生診証真係要好果斷,好似分分鐘會醫錯人,希望佢真係揾到個好醫生,可以快d好番。

今晚我姨生仔放咗學都有去醫院探佢媽媽,佢只係得四歲,但好似好叻咁,又叫佢媽媽快d好番,又錫媽咪,我見到佢地母子情深,尤其是大家姐見到個仔時個樣真係流露出好開心的表情,真係令我好感動!一向好怕生仔的我,突然好想生番個仔呢!

曼聯被人收購了!

美國大亨完成了收購曼聯的逾75%股份。
"我恐怕球會將完全變得金錢掛帥，創立逾一個世紀的曼聯一直堅持自己的一套哲學、身份與青訓制度。"
我好傷心......看到這樣的報導,我完全同意,球會已變成了商家的棋子,很令人失望,尤其是由一個不認識足球的人成為大股東。而最近當我看曼聯對車路士之一役,已教人失望。
回想起開始喜歡曼聯的時候, 並不是因為碧咸,而是喜歡他們那種不屈不撓的精神,最震撼的應該是99年那年,歐冠盃對拜仁慕尼黑那一役,拜仁慕尼黑已冠軍在望,不過於補時階段,曼聯製造了最震撼的反勝奇蹟,由後備入替的舒靈咸及亦是後備入替的蘇斯克查射入成二比一。可能你會說是"符碌",但那刻我真的覺得那種"未到最後一刻也不判自己死刑"的精神很厲害。
現在的曼聯,沒錯有朗尼和C.朗拿度,但好似一點團結精神都沒有....變了....一切都變了....
幸好,傑斯剛續約了兩年,雖然年紀已不少,但始終是我喜愛的傑斯!

Dream

Do you believe in dream? Some people think it can tell what you would happen in your real life. Recently I made the same dream....of course not exactly the same. Does it mean some signals or not? This morning I even did not want to wake up and hope I could go back to that dream....because it was a nice dream anyway! Don't ask me what it is about except you are a 'dream' teller.

I remembered I heard a story about dreaming in the past. There is a kind of pill. If you take it, you would have a dream. In the dream, you can have everything you want and you will be happy there. But after 5 days, you will die. Would you take it or not? In the past, I chose I take it! I thought it is worth because I did not mind how short my life is...if it is meaningful. If I can get what I want, even in my dream, it's worth!

Now, if you ask me, I will not take. Maybe I have passed the stupid age. I still not care too much about the length of my life....if it is meaningful. However, it is just a dream and it is short. It is not real...and not meaningful. You can never stay in a dream...and the consideration is your life!
No idea about this topic? Then you should watch a movie called "Vanilla Sky". Tell me if you were Tom Cruise, what you would choose.

Everything has a time

Everything has a time.....
A time for laughing...a time for crying...
A time for dancing....a time for sorrow...

~ From ER ~

24

Have you seen the TV series "24" shown on Peral before? This thriller is a roller-coaster ride that unfolds in real time. From midnight to midnight -- covering a 24-hour day over the course of a season -- each episode will have its own resolution, but the clock will never stop ticking. I remember last time it showed on Pearl and I watched for several hours. It is an exciting TV series and tonight, Seasons 4 was shown on Pearl! It did not make me feel disappointed. I highly recommend you watching this if you have time!

Official website: http://www.fox.com/24/

Life is full of challenge and anythings can be happened within 24 hours! Time is important... even every minute or every second!

香水

我看了一套話劇,劇名叫<香水>。
看之前我對故事並沒有任何概念,只知由何超儀演,但劇名還蠻吸引,不知為何,我突然想起中學時代一位同學寫的短篇小説<殺人香水>,但內容已經很模糊,總之...香水可以用來殺人....

說回這套劇...我都幾欣賞,而結果也有點攪笑....
故事大概是這樣的....

伊雯與安豪(又叫Paul)是一對同居男女,但感情變淡。一天,伊雯在法國遇到一位香水師,買下了唯一的香水,這支香水名稱叫「唯一」,是男性香水,由香水師親自調製,是世上唯一一支。香水師更說,如果這唯一的香水灑在她的男人身上, 她便會是他唯一的女人。伊雯信以為真........

可是一天,她碰到了陳希,一個身上帶著與安豪味道一模一樣的女人。陳希告訴伊雯,灑了香水的男人, 跟他最愛的女人親熱後, 女人身上也會有這種味道, 但如果男人不愛這女人, 她一生也不會沾上他的氣味..,但陳希跟她的情人不能在一起了。伊雯最後忍不住問陳希她的情人是誰,她說阿Paul。
伊雯無名火起,她恨自己身上嗅不到那種香水的味道...與安豪吵了一場......安豪執拾行李離開。
後來伊雯終於知道陳希的故事......陳希愛的阿Paul就是那香水師,她曾在法國遇上他,有過一段情,阿Paul很愛陳希,可惜原來陳希在之前已經結婚了。

伊雯知道怪錯了安豪,可是一直也找不到安豪。

於是伊雯要求陳希與她一起去法國,很奇柽,她們找不著那間香水店。但最後伊雯在一個Party上見到香水師,她問香水師為什麼唯一會在另一女人身上找到,為什麼她沒有成為他的唯一......
香水師告訴她,安豪曾經找過他,問了同樣的問題......
是記憶....因為憑著記憶的味道而造出了唯一,希望陳希終有一天會回來找他.....
因為那年下了幾個月雨,令這支唯一加上了一份憂傷。
香水師說今年天氣好,他做了今年的「唯一」香水,伊雯覺得味道很特別....

陳希最後與香水師再見,歡喜約狂......但五天後.....陳希說要回香港.....五天沖走了五年的回憶。

安豪原來來法國讀書,認識了香水師,並找到了伊雯,他們冰釋前嫌.......但伊雯駭然發現......為什麼安豪身上會留有今年「唯一」香水的味道?

香水....真的有魔法嗎?...香味可敎人回憶.....可使人沉醉.....但香味始終會消失吧......隨著記憶.......

愛一個人

愛一個人,不應渴求回報,也不一定要擁有他。
愛一個人,是希望他永遠開心、快樂,希望他的日子會過得好。為什麼想能夠與他一起?因為你想給他幸福快樂的人是你,因為你見到他快樂,你都會快樂。
可是往往事與願違.......
因為某些原因,你不能與他一起了。沒錯,是很傷心吧!
但.....試想想.....如果沒有和你一起,他依然開心;沒有和你一起,有另一個人更可帶給他幸福快樂,哪不是更好嗎? 無論與誰一起,你都是希望他活得好吧...
這是愛的昇華!
不一定要擁有,在遠處默默地祝福他吧!
我知道,只要你知道他有困難,你一定會盡全力去幫他!
哪不是很傻瓜、很痛苦嗎?
不.....因為日子會慢慢、慢慢過去,你的守護神角色終有一天會完結,就是當你遇到另一個'他'時。
而這是你們倆或許可以成為真正的好朋友了。


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Sick today

I got fever today. Sometimes I felt hot and sometimes I felt cold for the whole night. Also I woke up many times and fell asleep again! I remember I made a lot of dreams.....dreams that never come true......terrible night! But the feeling of getting fever always recall a memory when I got fever in University.....feel so bad of getting hot and cold but feel so good of being taken care of.

Today, I knew I could not get up so I decided to give up my interview! Sometimes I also wonder whether I am escaping from somthings?! Why do I feel sick today, not other days?

I hope I can recover tomorrow.

Drink at WoodStone

今晚吃完飯,打完保齡球,去了銅鑼灣間WoodStone飲酒。$118任飲,我叫陳經理買定副啤牌上去,可以玩Showhand,結果我們叫了很多很多很多杯Shooters,玩了層層疊(由WoodStone供應),又玩了Showhand, 有一鋪糯米君更同陳經理"曬冷",幾刺激呀。還有cum棉胎, 潛烏龜,最好玩的是非洲話事啤,因為磨轆奇要倒樹沖,陳經理要打翻斗,真的好過癮,最後大家都飲到wing wing 地。我回家時睡著了,還差點錯過了個站落車呢!